Prettyboyroy

Time pass by.

Today its the date when my good friend pass away we all went to visit him today. On our way there while i was sitting in the car it was so much going on in my mind about all the thing that i done all the thing that ever happen and all the good and bad thing. I feel like i want to cry so bad but i hold it in. I know im not a good person at all for all the thing i ever done but i do care for other people in my life every single one of them ill do whatever to help them just like when they help me. And idk how long my body can take this pain every night i’m scared to sleep or i just cant sleep at all my heart hurt where the point that i just want to cried so hard but ill do whatever it takes to keep my body go thu this i have a lot to take care of i still have a future i know god think im a bad person right now but i have thing to look for right now and im not gonna go anywhere till im done taking care of it im going to be around till god say its time for me thanks honag i realize a lot i miss you and love you so much bro i will never for get you ever!<3